No, I’m not referring to my bank account balance (which after checking this morning is, unfortunately, right). I’m talking about the song I woke up with in my head today. FINALLY, A GOOD SONG!!! By Depeche Mode, it’s a song I really liked back in the 80’s. I remember sitting on Bravo 5 one Sunday afternoon listening to KROQ on my tiny radio and listening to an entire day of Depeche Mode. That day, I think three cars went through my checkpoint, and I sat there as bored as could be. I had forgotten to take a book with me (I used to tear through novels back then to combat the boredom of flightline duty), and there was nothing to read on post. I’d done my best to sweep and straighten (the things you do to stay awake…), but I finally reached the point where I could do no more. And then this song came on. I sat there just enjoying the music, the sun, and the serenity of my checkpoint.
Theres more besides joyrides
Little house in the countryside
Understand, learn to demand,
Compromise, sometimes lie
Get the balance right, get the balance right
Be responsible, respectable,
Stable but gullible
Concerned and caring, help the helpless
But always remain ultimately selfish
Get the balance right, get the balance right
You think youve got a hold of it all
You havent got a hold at all
When you reach the top, get ready to drop
Prepare yourself for the fall, youre gonna fall
Its almost predictable
Dont take this way, dont take that way
Straight down the middle until next thursday
Push to the left, back to the right
Twist and turn til youve got it right